The Meaning of Psalms 102:9 Explained

Psalms 102:9

KJV: For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping,

YLT: Because ashes as bread I have eaten, And my drink with weeping have mingled,

Darby: For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping,

ASV: For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mingled my drink with weeping,

KJV Reverse Interlinear

For I have eaten  ashes  like bread,  and mingled  my drink  with weeping, 

What does Psalms 102:9 Mean?

Context Summary

Psalms 102:1-11 - The Cry Of The Afflicted
This is the fifth of the Penitential Psalms. Some hold that it is one of the later psalms, asking for deliverance from captivity; others, emphasizing certain Davidic characteristics, ascribe it to the hand of the royal psalmist. Its actual authorship, however, is of comparatively small consequence; the main thing is to notice what adequate expression it gives to the sorrow of an almost broken heart.
The psalmist bases his cry for a speedy answer on the swiftness with which his days are passing away, like smoke escaping, from a chimney. His bones are calcined; his heart withers like Jonah's gourd; he is worn to a skeleton by his long and passionate lamentations. He finds his likeness in solitude-loving creatures, such as the pelican and the owl. Still another element in his suffering is the mockery of his foes. He cannot get away from it; it haunts him. Ashes, the token of his mourning, are his food, and tears fill his cup. But the bitterest element of all is the consciousness of God's displeasure. It seems as if God's hand is against him, and in the accumulated weight of grief, he deems that the day of his life must expire. However, in the concluding portion of the psalm his hope is renewed. [source]

Chapter Summary: Psalms 102

1  The prophet in his prayer makes a grievous complaint
12  He takes comfort in the eternity, and mercy of God
18  The mercies of God are to be recorded
23  He sustains his weakness by the unchangeableness of God

What do the individual words in Psalms 102:9 mean?

For ashes like bread I have eaten and my drink with weeping mingled
כִּי־ אֵ֭פֶר כַּלֶּ֣חֶם אָכָ֑לְתִּי וְ֝שִׁקֻּוַ֗י בִּבְכִ֥י מָסָֽכְתִּי

אֵ֭פֶר  ashes 
Parse: Noun, masculine singular
Root: אֵפֶר  
Sense: ashes.
כַּלֶּ֣חֶם  like  bread 
Parse: Preposition-k, Article, Noun, masculine singular
Root: לֶחֶם  
Sense: bread, food, grain.
אָכָ֑לְתִּי  I  have  eaten 
Parse: Verb, Qal, Perfect, first person common singular
Root: אָכַל  
Sense: to eat, devour, burn up, feed.
וְ֝שִׁקֻּוַ֗י  and  my  drink 
Parse: Conjunctive waw, Noun, masculine plural construct, first person common singular
Root: שִׁקּוּי  
Sense: drink, refreshment.
בִּבְכִ֥י  with  weeping 
Parse: Preposition-b, Noun, masculine singular
Root: בְּכִי  
Sense: a weeping, weeping.
מָסָֽכְתִּי  mingled 
Parse: Verb, Qal, Perfect, first person common singular
Root: מָסַךְ  
Sense: to mix, mingle, produce by mixing.